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March 18, 2005
to AC or not to AC, that is the question 
So. I started my whole walking career, which has spawned this whole manical approach to fitness, with Portland Fit. They're a great organization, and I feel a fierce devotion to them, even as I really actually only know a handful of people.
All winter long, I've been excited about the opportunity to AC (assistant coach [oops, just typed couch. What would Freud say?]). Really wanted it. Planned on it. Saw it as a chance to give back, and to make more connections within the running/walking community.
The program starts in two weeks and it's unclear whether I'll be chosen to be an AC. Maybe I won't. After all, I'm really slow. And quite fat. Yeah, I've lost some weight, but I'm not one of those people who have been physically transformed by the sport.
But beyond that, I'm questioning if it's right, if I should, be an AC. Among other things, I learned of an AC meeting coming up, the morning of the March Mudness—I was hoping to do a half for that. I'm selfish—I want to do both!! I'll be missing the first two sessions because I'll be back east.
So. Should I do this? I was thinking that I'd do the scheduled PFit walk on Saturdays with the group, and then do my Higdon walks (aiming for 6/5 marathon) on Sunday. I like the idea of the two walks, one after the other. And maybe I could work on speed on the PFit ones? That doesn't sound bad. And most of the races I'd like to do are on Sundays.
The end question—can I be unselfish enough? Or, am I, as usual, biting off more than I can chew??
Posted at March 18, 2005
Comments
Heh. The only real criteria for being an AC with PFit are:
1. You've completed at least one marathon,
2. You attend at least 75% of the PFit sessions on Saturday mornings,
3. You not be a jerk so I don't want to punch you.
I think it's pretty clear that you meet all three. :) The best ACs are not the fittest, fastest people. They're the people who love PFit, who believe in it, and who have a genuine desire to spread the word and help other people see that they CAN get off their butts and complete a marathon. I've been reading your journal for months and you have what it takes, VJ. I mean it. You'd make an outstanding AC and I'd be happy if you were a part of us.
You may wanna contact John/Susie/Abby about missing the first few meetings, but I'm pretty sure they'd welcome you as an AC as well.
Posted by: AC Hollumns at March 18, 2005 10:16 AM
Dig deep, and then listen to yourself. The only outcome that would be a shame is if you didn't try out because you didn't think you were good enough. Besides, you have valuable experiences to share with others. Why keep that all to yourself. :)
Posted by: Chrissie at March 18, 2005 12:42 PM